25.9.10

bratislava

dearest friends and family,

i've been told by several people that i am not doing my duty in keeping up this blog. i know, i know... and i apologize. however, i do feel as though recently i have a legitimate excuse. on tuesday i went to bratislava for a fulbright orientation and i have only recently returned. not only is this a good reason for not staying updated with my blog (and other correspondences), but it also gives me many interesting stories.

there is so much for me to say, and i'm not exactly sure how to say it all. please bear with me.

the slovakia fulbright commission hosted an orientation for all fulbright grantees stationed in slovakia. the orientation was held at hotel avance, an extremely nice hotel situated conveniently in bratislava's center. it was great to sleep in an actual bed, to take a high-pressured shower, and to have full meals served to me for breakfast, lunch and dinner. fulbright certainly took good care of us... it was almost like i went to stay with my rich grandparents or something. i didn't have to worry about accommodations, about how much food would cost, etc.

the orientation program itself was very helpful. in the mornings we had lectures from members of the embassy, professors in slovakia, experts on the Roma population, etc. we learned about the history, economy, society and education system of slovakia. it was all informational, and entirely interesting. slovakia, as a country, really is quite interesting... from the revolution of 1989, it's split with the czech republic, and it's joining of the EU, slovakia has undergone a lot of change and development. and to think of the economic state of slovakia in 1989 to what it is today, it is really amazing how much they have grown. however, they obviously have a ways to go. unemployment is still an issue, even moreso in the Roma population where the unemployment rate is at 99%. yes, 99%. the Roma population, if you are unfamiliar with it, is a marginalized people group who inhabit many countries in europe, but especially slovakia. according to the lecture that we heard, it is difficult for slovakia to know how many Roma live there... simply because Roma who are integrated into society oftentimes don't own their ethnicity in the census, and because much of the Roma population don't even fill out a census. the issue of Roma people is really complex and very controversial here. the stereotype of Roma is that they are dirty, uneducated, lying, dishonest people. they are extremely problematic because on one hand they need humanitarian aid, but on the other hand many will abuse such aid. a lot of these problems are ones that we, as americans, can in some ways identify with... but in many ways will never be able to fully understand. the issue with Roma isn't simply socio-economical, it has to do with a long history of national identity here in slovakia. one man illustrated this really nicely to me. he said in america, identity is defined politically. whereas in slovakia (and other central european nations), identity is defined ethnically. on a census, one must fill out not only their nationality, but also their ethnicity. a Roma person may be a 3rd generation, wealthy and successful slovakia businessman. however, a slovak wouldn't consider them slovakian, they would still be Roma. in the opinion of the man i talked to, these are lingering prejudices from the days of hitler.

whew... that was a lot more than what i wanted to say about the content of the orientation. and i'm sure if any of my fellow fulbright-ers read that they will be able to point out all of the things i missed and all of the generalizations i made. but, in any case, i wanted to give you a bit of an idea of the things we learned and discussed in orientation. speaking of my fellow fulbright-ers, i must say that i had a wonderful time meeting all of them. they are all brilliant, confident, strong, adventurous and fun women. there are about eight of us, and we are all in various parts of slovakia. i'm grateful that we all get along, because i think we have an exciting year ahead of us and it is nice that we can share our experiences together. moreover, it will be nice to visit each of them in their respective and unique cities.

one of my favorite parts of the orientation was wednesday night. on wednesday night, fulbright hosted a reception in honor of us with the U.S. embassy. the reception was beautifully catered and full of very interesting and important people to mingle with. the whole time i was there i was thinking about what i learned in career services about the importance of networking... it really was a good opportunity to meet people worth connecting with. we met people from slovakia who had been to the U.S. on fulbright and who are now teaching at universities in slovakia or the czech republic, we met people who are running american/english programs in slovakia with the support of the embassy, as well as the ambassador himself. he is a new ambassador, and he and his wife were so warm and welcoming to us... offering to be our surrogate parents while we are here. also, i met a man from minnesota. i asked him where he was from, and he assured me that i wouldn't know the city because it was in southwest minnesota. of course, after hearing southwest minnesota, i freaked out. i asked where exactly in southwest minnesota, and he said tyler. i couldn't believe it! he's been in slovakia for 16 years working with the U.S. Chamber of Commerce, and he is from the same, small, hickish part of the U.S. as me. ironic.

another good part of the orientation was that we had formal slovak lessons with a woman who teaches english to members of the embassy and who taught english to those in the peace corp (when the peace corp was still in slovakia). she was great. the lessons were intense, but i think i learned a little slovak. i should have learned much more (we were presented with so much information), but i'm really having a difficult time with this language. the grammar of it doesn't confuse me, but it's simply being able to hear and recognize and pronounce and remember the words. i haven't quite gotten into the swing of it yet. thankfully, however, i will start language lessons with a fellow teacher next week. i can't wait.

and finally, a high light of bratislava, was going out with the other girls after our long days of orientation. we met people from all over... from scotland, austria, iceland, italy, spain, belgium, england... and simply had really fun nights. mostly, though, it was good to go out with the other girls and have a good time. we are all alone in the cities that we live in, so to have good interaction with other americans (especially americans having the same experience as us) was priceless.

well. i think that covers the biggest points. i'm now back in kosice, trying to catch up with everything. i didn't realize how busy i would be while gone, and how much work it would be getting back on pace here. but i'm thankful to be busy. it makes me feel like i'm getting into a routine, and it makes me feel like i'm making this place my home. i'm excited to get back into teaching after being given a lot of good ideas from fellow teachers. and, after experiencing orientation, i am finally excited and eager and motivated for the adventures and challenges that this next year will bring. i think i am finally feeling confident that this is an experience that not only can i survive, but that i can really enjoy and grow through.

as always, i am missing minnesota and the beauty of the crisp and colorful autumn. more importantly, i'm missing hearing about your daily lives. please write.

with love,
anna


19.9.10

already behind...

ugh. i am such a horrible blogger. i simply can't keep it up!

i feel like so much has happened since the last post. rather than trying to fill you in on every detail, let me quickly take you through the high lights.

1. I HAVE A FRIEND! i am so thrilled. she is nice, beautiful, friendly and fluent in english. she is the daughter of the headmaster at the school and I am so thankful for her. i've been spending a lot of time with her and her boyfriend (whose name i still can't manage to pronounce) which has been a lot of fun. we've gone down to the center to do some shopping, hung out at her boyfriend's cabin... it's been nice to have friends. i met her at a picnic with some teachers from school. it was out in the forest and they made goolash... which i don't think is the correct spelling, but it is essentially a soup with beef, potatoes, carrots and many spices. it is delicious. the picnic was a lot of fun because all of the teachers were drinking and singing and dancing-- truly enjoying each other's company. the gym teacher was dancing around the fire, the music teacher was playing guitar, and the headmaster's husband kept offering me more wine.

2. a fellow english teacher at the school took me to a library in the center on friday. in this library they have a british and american section... full of english books, videos and magazines. also, every tuesday night they have a reading group (book club?) where they meet and discuss a book. i'm excited to try it out. after the library, she and i went out to a cafe full of everything chocolate... it was delicious. then we went to marks & spencer. it felt familiar and wonderful. i really had a nice afternoon with her. we had such good, stimulating conversation. talking to her reminded me of things that i love but have neglected for the past year or so.

3. my lessons are still going well. i think i have a good rapport with most of the students, and i love going to teach everyday. i hope my novelty as a new, young teacher will last throughout the entire year... it certainly makes my job easier.

4. on tuesday i'm going to bratislava for an orientation. i'm excited to meet the other fulbright ETA's, as i'm sure we will all have a lot in common.

5. HAPPY TURKEY DAY!! i heard the weather was cold and rainy, but i hope you all enjoyed the 10K race, the turkey race (did paycheck win?), and also the magnificent puppets made by the men of journey. it's the second turkey day i've missed in a row, and i'm not sure i can make it another year without experiencing the thrill of worthington's finest celebration.

that's all for now. thank you for enduring another post.


anna

14.9.10

one week in.

dear faithful readers,

i arrived in kosice one week ago today. it seems strange... i'm not sure if it feels like i've been here longer or shorter. i know it sounds odd, but truly it feels more like i traveled to a different planet where they keep time in a completely different way. i felt the same way in england... it was as if everything that happened in england was in a fourth dimension, entirely removed from life as i once knew it. maybe some of you understand what i'm trying to say, but most of you probably just think i'm crazy. which i probably am...

i think i am finally starting to get into the "swing of things" at school. i really love teaching. it's easy because the students i'm teaching are SO eager to learn. they all pay attention, they all participate, they all care... it's a dream. for instance, i gave each of my lessons a homework assignment. i asked them to write a short essay about the importance of family. when i gave the assignment, i thought that maybe only half of the students would actually remember to do it. imagine my surprise when EVERY student completed the assignment. every student! i can't remember a time in all of my years at school or college when everyone in the class completed the assignment. i was shocked and so pleased. as much as i love teaching, i'm constantly nervous that my students are learning anything from me, or that i'm not teaching them the right way or the right things. in some classes i'm worried that my lessons aren't challenging enough, but in others i'm concerned that they are too difficult. and i'm not entirely sure how to adjust accordingly... english is so native to me that i can't even begin to sort out what would distinguish a pre-intermediate and an intermediate speaker. oh well... i'm sure it will become clearer in a few months.

besides school, my life is entirely boring and average. i haven't made any friends my age yet (sigh....) so i've been pretty lonely. on sunday evening i went to a ballet with one of my 50-something friends, vera, and her friends. i really love ballet so it was so much fun to go. it was called "Four Stars of European Ballet." there were four ballet troupes, one from slovakia, poland, hungary, and czech republic. i really liked two of the troupes, but the other two were entirely mediocre. in any case, it was a really fun evening. it was a bit awkward, though. imagine me, a 20-something american, with six 50-something slovaks attending a ballet together. it was strange... but fun.

i'm hoping to start learning slovak soon. one of my fellow english teachers has volunteered to teach me in exchange for conversation lessons with her daughter. i am really happy with this arrangement, as i am eager to learn slovak and also to spend time with people outside of school. it is so frustrating not being able to understand anything or communicate with anyone. for instance, this morning when i was walking to school a little gypsy girl started to run after me. she was yelling something at me and when she caught up to me she started talking... i think she was asking me something. i had no idea what she was saying, and i tried to tell her that i didn't understand, but she wouldn't stop! finally i just ignored her and she went away. it was frustrating. also, i'm tired of meeting people and not being able to have the common courtesy to say "nice to meet you." in moldova it was so much easier for me to learn russian because i lived with three people who continually taught me, my students learned through teaching me phrases, and i was friends with even more people who were entertained by my attempts to learn. here i simply feel out of the loop and am having difficulties getting in. so hopefully taking formal lessons will help... but we'll see.

finally, the hypochondriac in me wouldn't be satisfied if i didn't give a health update. :) my joint pain is gone! i feel so much better than i had felt ALL summer, and looking back i can't believe i could endure feeling the way that i did. so now i think i might actually be able to run again-- for the first time after getting mono.

well, i think that is all for now. i'm sorry i don't have any interesting stories or exciting adventures to talk about... i'm saving those for later :)


missing minnesota,
anna

11.9.10

a short update

hello!

this week has been crazy. after arriving late on tuesday night to kosice, i started teaching first thing on wednesday. i have no idea how to describe the lessons that i'm teaching or the school that i am teaching at because the slovakian schooling system is so different than the american one, and it is entirely confusing to me. i CAN say that i am teaching a total of 16 lessons each week, and my lessons are mainly focused on twenty five different conversation topics. the students will be tested on these twenty five topics in june with their final examination called "Maturita." this exam is administered by the state, and is really important for their completion of school as well as their entrance into university. the students are, generally, very nice and well-behaved. i'm nervous that some of them will not/do not take me very seriously because i am so young... plus, i don't speak slovak and i don't know anything about their school or about how their lessons normally work. some of the other english teachers who i share an office with told me that i must be very strict with the students so that they respect me, but i'm not sure how to be strict! generally i feel frustrated because i want to do a good job and i want the students to learn a lot, but i feel lost. i don't understand how anything works, i don't understand what anyone is saying, and i feel like i'm trying to put together a puzzle while i'm missing half of the pieces. but i know that this is normal... and i hope that in a week or two everything will begin to come together.

on thursday night i went out to the city center with nellie and her friend, vera. there was a concert there and the headlining band was "No Name." the lead singer of "No Name" is my landlord, and it was so strange because i didn't realize how famous this band was. when i moved into my apartment nellie told me that i can't tell anyone who my landlord is or where i am living because he is really famous, but i didn't realize how serious she was. before the concert, nellie, vera and i went to a jazz club for tea and wine. then we went to the concert, and then we went out again for more wine. it really was a fun night... and we made plans again to go to a ballet on sunday evening. i think its funny that my best two friends in slovakia are over 50... but i like them a lot. i hope to become better friends with my landlord and his wife because they are so nice and a lot of fun... his wife is so beautiful and so kind, and their kids are entirely adorable.

today has been a really lazy day for me. i woke up late and then i met nellie to go shopping for some things for my apartment. then i came home, took a nap and now i'm watching "Singin' In The Rain." i think i'm getting sick... and it'd be no surprise because my apartment doesn't have any heat yet. i am always freezing. plus, i haven't been able to eat very well... partly because i have lost my appetite, partly because i am still really unfamiliar with food here.

in general, everything is going well. i have a beautiful apartment in a fantastic location. i've already met two slovakian celebrities. nellie has been so kind and helpful. my students are all well-behaved and i am getting settled into school. but it's hard to not focus on all of the uncertainty, confusion and loneliness that comes with being in a foreign place. i hope that soon i will begin learning more slovak, making friends, and understanding how everything works.

i hope all is well in minnesota.


anna

7.9.10

i'm here!

it's early morning here in kosice, and i am surprised i'm not able to sleep considering the LONG trip it took me to get here.

on monday morning, i woke up at 6:00 a.m and hurried to pack up and leave for the minneapolis airport. along the way, i had a really nice breakfast with eva... as well as yet another really hard goodbye. once we made it to the airport, it hit me that i was actually leaving (good timing, right?). so after checking in, my parents left with the wilson-family-classic "band-aid" goodbye. in other words, they said a very quick goodbye and dashed out of the airport. i stood in security balling like a fool. my first flight was to chicago. there, i had to re-check in with LOT Airlines, a Polish airline. i was so entertained standing in line. there was a group of polish exchange students who had just been in texas, and had the hats and boots to prove it. also, there was a beautiful white dog whose owners were constantly cleaning his face. not to mention, of course, suddenly being thrown into a group of central europeans... i knew my adventure had begun.

my flight left chicago at 5:30. the flight was about ten hours, and thanks to a few sleeping pills i was able to sleep a little... but not enough to satisfy the effects of the pills. when we landed in warsaw, i was sore, stiff and TIRED. but i knew i couldn't sleep yet, because i had to catch another flight to bratislava. when i arrived in bratislava (at a surprisingly small airport), i was picked up by a famous slovakian singer! she is the daughter of the woman who i work with, and she was able to pick me up and drive me to the train station. she helped me get a ticket, carry my ridiculously heavy bags, and rush onto the train which was departing in ten minutes. she was really helpful and really nice.

once i made it onto the train, i had to sit for yet ANOTHER six hours. i got on the train at 2:00 slovakian time, which translates to 7:00 a.m. tuesday morning... marking a full 24 hours of travel. the train ride, however, was gorgeous. there were mountains and rivers and cute villages and lakes... simply beautiful. by the time i arrived in kosice, i'd been traveling for 30 hours. nela, the woman who i work with, picked me up and took me to my apartment which is in the historical center of kosice. i was met by my landlords and their two kids, and was greeted by food and wine... which all tasted wonderful after such a long day. then we went up to my apartment to drop off my bags. i am SO pleased with this apartment. it is recently renovated, it has everything i need, and it has an amazing view. i love it. after seeing the apartment, nela and i went down to have tea at a tea shop in my building, and we discussed the details of my placement. i'm actually really confused about what i'm going to be doing, but i'm sure it will sort itself out in the next few weeks.

whew, i think that's it. i'm having a difficult time writing, which i think is an indication my brain hasn't had enough rest. i apologize if that was all incoherent in any way.

i will write more later... but i hope this suffices as a quick update for now.


anna